Life has tricked me once again
Now I see that nothing's changed
All my dreams are just my dreams
Happy I will never be.
I see the phantom of the truth
And again it slips away.
I can't find the words to say
And time slowly eats my youth.
Like a mist the shroud of lies
Cover things before my eyes
The last one with a need to believe
The last one, who's so naïve.
You'll never get the way I think
Why I prefer to be alone.
I am forever on my own.
Love's for the ones I'll never know
Death is my only fate and faith
Pain is my only truth and friend.
On my shoulder lies his hand
That leads me through the misty maze
Life is slowly passing me by
the sands of time are running through
Tired body's getting cold
Getting lonely, getting old.
All my dreams and hopes are failed.
Only pain didn't lie to me.
Deprived of all I ever had
Dying I feel just apathy.
5 октября 2000