Sitting lonely at the window I look through at the falling snow
And my memory takes me in those light days which I loved
Snowflakes turn into the raindrops falling down on your face
And remembrances in my mind make me feel the pain.
Through the snow I see the spring nights, countless times I trusted you
We were walking by the river and I thought your words was true.
I forgot that we're just actors playing roles on a stage
But a tragedy like that one I have never seen before
I have always thought that stories I heard never could be real
Life has tricked me for I can see some things were ever concealed
Dance of masks turning around, playing own games of life
People play till curtain's down, when all is said and done.
Days like chapters in the book of being till the final act
Looking through the snow I feel like I am coming to an end
I have never met the truth in lifetime As a distant light
'twas just shining brightly out there behind artificial smiles
Dying lonely I feel sorrow , disappointment and regret
Everything I ever had I lost and now nothing left
Even you – my only love's betrayed me, I thought you different are
People are the same as one, as like as bricks within the wall
The world is cobweb of deceit and day for day the show goes on
Lie is all around, it buries my faith under this white snow.
All I want is to believe But I can not trust anymore
Far and wide all I see is only the white deceptive snow.
11 декабря 2000